She
May be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She
May be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day
She
May be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell
Im seriously pissed off..I guess UPSET is a mild way of putting it across how i feel!Grr.. :evil: :x He! After i finally set aside my pride to take the first step to approach He-who-refused-to-speak-t o-me and I guess im left hanging wondering when's truce time.
He seriously trying to ignore me or made mi ignore him by pissing me off since he trying to ignore me is not working..grr..What the heck?! n i didnt even did anything wrong :x Zhen de shi qi si wo le!
I want a pumpkin! i so want a pumpkin! I got an almost-obsession for a carvable pumpkin!Kerry's fren, Jia hui sent her an mms of the pumpkins her co ppl bought and carved..that's jux so cool! i wanna carve a pumpkin, play tricks on ppl and still get treats!!! Halloween is coming!
Hiyee!:) Okie..U can see from my greeting that tis is goin to be a happy blog coz im feeling happy!haha..who wouldnt; after a day of relaxation: stayin home jux to watch vcds and eat junk food and getting nothing else done..lolz..im a couch potato;)
Well, i woke up early..played with the plaster mould but it was not really successful*Shrugs*..den i went groccery shopping at ntuc and chose a korean drama vcd series to rent hm..made some halloween desserts..yesh..i noe its too early but i cant hlp it..n my dad likes it..dont think mummy fancies it much though..will hafta wait for kerry to taste..keke..
Oh yea! i finished the series of coz..its oni 10 disc..its oni the 1st half..some idiot rented the 2nd half and had not returned it..maybe tml i will go find at some shops n buy the whole series ba..i feel so at ease at hm..so many things i wanna do..taking pleasure for the first time at tis simple small stuffs..I wished i cherished them more when i used to haf the time in the past..I was always too lasy to pack my wardrobe bt even that to me now, is pure pleasure:)
Hi, guys! :D Halloween is coming soon!I love Halloween..I never ever got to celebrate it! :x I remember last yr's halloween i was studying for my exam n din have a chance to go out and have some fun :( n i promised mself tis yr i wud definitely play enough bt..work...Geez..*shrugs* the thot of quitting had started swirling around my mind and lingering around..i need to think some more :roll:
Oh well..another lazy morning where I dunno what to do coz there isnt enough time anyway..have to get ready for work soon..*surfing some cute webby by kraft ..enjoyz~
The sky is a gloomy yellow and gray..it started pouring just as I am typing this..Gloomy weather..gloomy kaz..I dread going to work..I’m such a mess..the rain keeps pouring..Yday I went to the hairdresser..I was late. She permed my hair and dyed it a deep crimson..and I am ashamed to say I look like a doll..more like strawberry shortcake den ever. Cool. All the girls kracy bout tt doll is gonna luv me. *pukes. Okie, I know im being mean but I cant help it..i m becoming mean these days and I feel so sorry for myself and those at the end of my daggers-pointed words. I missed my mum as usual..Our timing doesn’t coordinate---in other words, it sucks.
Well..lets talk about yday..it was a weird combination . (I shall not talk more about the early part of the day coz it’s causing me distress at the moment).. Ballet under the stars with Yin and her 2 frens and Victor. Then supper with Lyn and her 2 frens, Yin and Victor..it felt really weird but I’ll try not to think bout it. *Shrugs..weird things happened. Many..when I’m in a better mood and good humor, mayb I shall put it down..at the present moment though, its probably not good to talk about it coz any good things/event/people will turn gloomy through my fingers.
Lightning strikes..streaks of metallic purple and pink..i thin k I need some motivation..inspiration…some new happenings in life.but. time’s up for dreaming..gotta go get ready for work.Ciao~
This is just at the right timing..that these short verses is in this entry..i associate him with gloomy events..maybe not that gloomy but definitely dark..blue whatever..(i wrote it yday when i was too bored at the saloon..edited some parts tis mornz..enjoyz~)
[b]Like a long ago[/b]
Vacant eyes, cynical thoughts. He’s a mystery to her. An unresolved story lies between them; A story that ended too abruptly. Both parted ways from a long ago.
Time passes… Days into years; a simple “hi” and He’s back in her life. But maybe He has always been there, because a part of her keeps Him within.
They both know changes had forked their lives into different directions; Too far too distant…
But sometimes, maybe sometimes… People embrace the past; for the illusional certainty that what is lost, is and will always be the best. For we shall never ever know, how good or bad it could be.
I was looking at the pic below..of my mum and me.She's so beautiful huh? She's a great lady and i want to give her the best of everything..my greatest regret that I am not able to do so..at least not now.
Well, yday, we went to kusu island..haha..i noe..weird that im there..oh well, she wanted to go..n i have to say its beautiful..the sea i mean..and once again, being on ferry made me so slpy that i slpt 3/4 of the way to n fro..lolz..had dinner at hm wif yin n lyn n yin drove us to westmall to watch wimbledon..she cant stay though so its oni mi n lyn..bt its a nice show:) Kirsten Dunst is so attractive!
Then..today found me and i have to be on my way to work shortly..I feel so reluctant to go to work..is that normal? yawnnz..i wished i was off sumwhere studyin..when wud that be?*frowns*Im wearing my nerdy specs today coz im lazy to dress up bt i think bout the cute german guy who will be dropping by(or so he said)..n..aww...whateva..im jux to lazy to go wear my contacts..he'll jux have to accept m nerdy look or.. *shrugs* wun be seeing him again anyway..:( he's darned cute..not gd-looking bt..very very nice smile that he keeps showing and gentlemanly..m i babbling again? gosh..4give me..heh..i shll try to think of happy stuff..
In the meantime, if there's any fairygodmother or prince in shining armour, white knights or even a rogue kidnapper to save me from work, i wun mind..*dreams*
Its weird.. every yr, tis day, i expect to feel different..but there it is..the digit on the clock jumped to 00.00 and no difference.. no particular feeling except fatigue..Lyin g on my bed, msges cums in and the phone rang..Dashu called. :) I fell aslp realli early last nite..barely 12.30am..hee, when i woke up n on my handphone..there i lay on the bed with my eyes closed n i waited to hear the beeps of my hp..im glad that it sounded..greetings from all old n close frens and i feel so blessed:D thank u guys. Well, last nite i celebrated with family..our usual fare of delicious food n tradition gathering at every bday..(did t early coz kerry gt lesson tonite;))Well, below are some pics..the sky is blue..im goin out with my mum..i hope every day i wake up to today..In my world, there will be no tomorrow's troubles and no yesterday's fatigue:) May u guys enjoy the day..tada.
She looked at him and stopped; a slight smile plays across his face but he gave no indication to show.. that he knows that she is looking at him..
She looked away and she wondered; Pictures and words flickered through her mind and like a malfunctioned lightbulb; thoughts flickered on and off.. never lingering long enough to be produced into meaningful topics She could use..
Sometimes, words escape her.. Thoughts are held at bay..She, falls into a deep silence waiting.. She could only listen & wonder, yet again; Who is there to speak?
She wishes that one day, maybe..Maybe, He will look at her and stop; she would give no indication to show that she knows that He is looking at her;And He will see the smile playing across her face, and wonder as she does about him now.. What lies behind that smile.. and then..
She would turn and gazes would collide; all else ceased to matter.. Except the smile that they both share..
Gd mornz ppl.. The scent of rain is in the air..d soothin voice of sammi singing sad ballads in the background..im alone at home as usual..sigh..i think it's gonna rain very soon.. *fatigued* Last nite, met Da Shu after work n we went for a walk wif our coffee bean drinks and eventually settled down beside the Merlion to talk the night away..Well, Da shu talked more den i did, he claims..lolz..bt i like to listen more den talk..i came up with 2 conclusions last night..Da shu is a sentimental person n we have much in similarities..more den i imagined anyway..:) Daphne sits down on the heather and pondered..and wondered..and then, sighed out loud.. and den pondered and wondered some more n finally..a slight whisper.......i missed him...... *frowns*
hee..Met up with QL n dez today..in the end we were all late for our breakfast n we went to a few wrong places b4 we settled dwn bt it was worth it..breakfast was yummy:D den we went to sing songs..at PartyWorld.. tt place looks like a nightclub!omg..oops..anyway..dez can sing like a king n QL sounds very gd like a queen too! lol.. we even sang korean songs!haha..it was so fun..oni thing was tt we almost frozed to death! Den den after tt we took some pic using my polariad bt tt stupid cam BU ZHEN QI..keep havin probs..so in the end we came up wif some very interesting pic..lolz..im planning to buy a new one..smaller one:D Today's a gd day:)
Adds-On to TO-DO List:
23) Go tour Ikea n buy useless gd looking stuff 24) Go to vegetable farm to pluck vegetables
Daphne skips down the path from her little cottage to the pretty waterfalls. There's a gathering for all residents of the village she stayed in and she's looking forward to see her best friend;sara the squirrel and of coz, benny the badger;) All children are coming to play!
You know i read a book a while ago..a cute..sane children storybk writer who does kracy stuffs from time to time..I guess i can relate to her..hee..anyway, she came up with this cute bunny series..Daphne is a cute bunny with fluffy ears n long bushy tail, she lives in a nice place and has many friends. Benny the mischevious badger is always playing tricks on her..but actually, Benny's her best buddy ;)
Keke..most wudnt noe what im sayin up there..im spouting nonsense, my mind's a blank..feel like a slow-witted person:( oh well.. heee..sumthing to look forward to..this sun! *QL n mayb stupid Dez..we be gg for breakfast! den ktv den movie..kekeke:) *high five!*
The Old Guitarist, 1903
If thou must love me, let it be for nought Except for love's sake only.
Do not say, I love her for her smile, her look, her way of speaking gently, for a trick of thought that falls in well with mine, and, certes, brought a sense of pleasant ease on such a day.
For these things in themselves, Beloved, may be changed, or change for thee- and love so wrought, may be unwrought so.
Browning, Elizabeth Barrett
A Rare Talent: Artworks~
She
May be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She
May be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day
She
May be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell
