She
May be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She
May be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day
She
May be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell
There's many things i want to do..need to do..okie here goes.. List of Yo-Dos: (not in order of preference)
1) Go To Clarke Quay Flea Market(only open on Sunday) 2) Go to the Malay Villages/Kampong Glam--They have shops open till late late in the early morning for the upcoming Hari Raya n Deepavali 3) Go to chinatown tt supplier shop (must ask QL) 4) Go to watch Ballet under the Stars**;) 5) Make more earrings/set up website 6) Find out info on Swiss uni/Hawaii uni 7) Take a short trip overseas 8) Buy Kerry's,Mei's and Eileen's present(did i mss anyone out?)--means more shopping:P 9) Laze at home and watch VCD whole day on the couch, munching chips n licking ice-creams..(droolz) 10) Play with clay n make some cute stuff 11) Paint a box/ painting whatever 12) Fly a Kite, sit by the sea..oh! n collect seashells 13) Go to sentosa, play with water, jux walk around.. (west gals to note) 14) Go eat steamboat at marina bay 15) Go to a nice, quiet jazzy pub jux for drinks and animated talks:P (~slurps!) 16) Bake some cookies, make some new pastries (For mei..long time nv make for her le) 17) Have home-cooked food (now can only hope mummy cooks for me..anyone wanna spoonfeed me, i dont mind?) keke 18) Watch tons of movies of coz..movie Marathon hopefully..lolz n an early breakfast after:D 19) Having supper at places i havent been to..maybe jalan kayu;) 20) Just taking a bus(maybe 30) in the early morning jx for a long bus ride..im nuts but i like tt kinda feeling 21) Lie back on the beach with a friends..staring at the stars..talking about mundane stuffs in life and fallng aslp without fleas/flies to irritate me:P 22) Catching up with old firends..miss all lots
Okie..i look at the time and im brought back to reality..i shall stop at 22 today..haha..jux tinking of all this things tt i wanna do..fantasizin already mkes me giddy with pleasure and lost track of time..alone in my own world..keke..oh yea..all those stuffs, im not planning on doing it by myself..so.. guys, if u r free and wanna accompany me, just volunteer k? keke..it wud be damned depressing if i were to do it alone or not do it coz im too lazy..i get tt way when im aone:P so..tts it..so long..muacks, everyone! Cover up on this cold rainy day..btw, lao da is back *grins*
Happy mid-autumn festival!:) A place normally secluded and forgotten was filled with bright beautiful lights and people's laughters.. I meant the Chinese Garden..every yr, at tis certain time of the year, tis place will be filled with life and people come together to rejoin in this festive season.
I was feeling down today becoz of overwhleming work as usual n of coz, the fact tt i was still working while children are out playing with candles..but as i walked back hm, i saw cars and many ppl and lanterns and beautiful lights from the candles and somehow i jux felt better..its nice to jux watch people coming together to celebrate..i like tt even though i'm only a by-stander:)
In some ways, i supposed im easily satisfied..keke.well, well ..anyway, when i reached hm, i received a card and beautiful necklace as an advanced present frm dayu..coz he gonna sail away in early oct n wun be here when its my bday..thats so sweet of him right? i jumped up n down and the grin goes from ear to ear..i feel blessed..i havent always been a gd fren..always rem mimi's bday bt n t dayu's..bt he's always so sweet..*mux thinks of something to make it up to tis dear old fren*
Well, den..now the radio are playng are the nice soothing songs tt i like..*sighs* maybe life cant be that bad afterall..wish all u guys luck with living your life:) Gd night and happy mid-autumn again :)
Nice song For the Night: Don't Say You Love Me by the Corrs
I've seen this place a thousand times I've felt this all before And every time you call I've waited there as though you might not call at all
I know this face I'm wearing now I've seen this in my face And though it feels so great I'm still afraid That you'll be leaving anytime
We've done this once then you closed the door Don't let me fall again for nothing more
Chorus : Don't say you love me Unless forever Don't tell me you need me If you're not gonna stay Don't give me this feeling I'll only believe it Make it real or take it all away
I've caught myself smiling alone Just thinking of your voice And dreaming of your touch Is all too much You know I don't have any choice
Repeat Chorus
We've done this once and then you closed the door Don't let me fall again for nothing more
Repeat Chorus
Don't tell me you need me If you're not gonna stay Don't give me this feeling I'll only believe it Make it real or take it all away Take it all away
There's two red patches on my knees..another day has gone ..well, i refused to dwelled on things that are depressing so tell you guys the ony good thing that happened..i found the colors in the clouds..i found blue n yellow..i havent found green yet..but soon..* promises*
Im in black..coz i feel miserable..my knees feel like they are on fire..it has been a long day at work..i gt piles of unfinished work..the next 3 days will be worst but what to do? Anyway..i was on my way hm jux nw..keep walking coz i cudnt find a bloody cab..damned pathetic n i was on the fone with willy when i jux land straight on my knees..sigh.. damned..tmr natas fair start..i'll be doin full shift frm 9.30am-9.30pm...sat i'll be at natas fair though..actuall i i dun mind being anywhere, as long as i dun c boss..does that convey my feelings well enough?
Dun be deceived by my smiling face..that was before i went to work;)
I was busy looking for colors n the clouds yesterday when i was on my way to work. The sun was at its best form and my eyes hurt from looking at the bright sky but still i havent found the colors Griet and her master found..maybe im not looking hard enough or long enough or maybe i'm just not seeing what's in front of me huh?
Another lousy day at work..but i shall not dwell upon it since it doesnt make things better to think of unpleasant stuff:roll: My colleague and i went to tk neo-print durng break to make ourselves happy and we did! surprisingly..lolz..we were amazed by all the new n high tech machines..so sua-ku:oops: den at night i went hm with yin n we were at je chatting and gossiping as usual..our verbal diarrhea..lolz.. *smiles*
On my way home, chatted with willy and den we talked till 1am+ and he was doin VOLUNTARY guard dty..nono..not that he's a nice angelica boy:P lolz..jux that he doesnt want to forgo his wkend doing guard duty..lolz..my sweet dear dedicated a song to me sitting by the terminal..keke..n that brings a smile to my face when i saw the msg in the morning..all groggy frm slp..aww..keke..thanks for the song;) ..Oh! Enjoy the excerpt below and u guys will noe what i meant bout colors in the clouds.
Excerpt from "The Girl with The Pearl Earring"
"Come here , Griet." I set my rag on the sill and went to him. "Look out the window." I looked out. It was a breezy day, with clouds disappearing behind the New Church tower. "What color are those clouds?" "Why, white,sir." He raised his eyebrows slightly. "Are they?" I glanced at them. "And grey. Perhaps it wil snow." "Come, Griet, you can do better than that. Think of your vegetables." "My vegetables,sir?" He moved his head slghtly.I was annoying him again. My jaws tightened. "Think of how you serparated the whites. Your turnips and your onions - are they the same white?" Suddenly I understood."No. The turnip has green in it and the onion yellow." "Exactly.Now, what colors do you see in the clouds?" "There is some blue in them." I said after studying them for a few minutes."And-yellow as well.And there is some green!" I became so excited I actually pointed. I had been looking at clouds all my life, but i felt as if I saw them for the first time at the moment. He smiled. "You will find there is little pure white in clouds, yet people say they are white. Now do you understand why i do not need the blue ye?"
I had begun reading the book..titled "the girl with the pearl earring" ..i missed the movie the last time round..n though i rem i seriously wanted to watched it..the opportunity jux passed me by..well, the story is nice:)
Worked late today..i tink i mux work faster..i reached hm around 11..damned..late right? n i did a mistake today..tmr will have to face the music..hw i wished i can go down to sit by the lake to tink of poetry or paint beautiful paintings..im neither a poet or a painter bt thots of doin such leisure soothes my nerves..
I oso made a small confession today..something tt i maybe shouldnt do bt cudnt care less coz i jux feel like doin it..haha..tries nt to think too much..nuthin to think oso..oh!! today is lyn's 2nd yr anniversary wif kelvin..haha..wish u happiness, gal n here's to love! *cheers*
/song on radio now"have you ever" by brandy/
*Strike a stunning post or Strut around in a swagger?
Keke..hihi, I jux read a testimonial in Friendster..my dear willy has written mi sumthin tt bring a smile to my face and i cant stop grinning..okie..im supposed to be partially pissed or mayb i shld pretend tt i am coz he said sum not very nice stuff huh! but den..kekeke..its al true..lolz..im a babblehead..:P *Shouts out to direction of Tekong" :BUT U STILL LIKE ME! lolz..haha..
These few days, time seems to be dragging long when im at work n things are starting to gt unbearable at times..bt at other times it's okie..probably i am self-delusional well enough to fantasize of things and ppl i like when i'm sitting jux across the boss, staring directly at him listening to him drone on..haha..i guess tt shld be called optimism huh?:P
Haha..n at the end of d day, i meet up with ppl whom make mi feel happy;) hmm..yday, i asked a freind..how do one go about impressing another? Does one strike a stunning post or Strut around in a swagger?haha..i guess not huh? i 'd never bothered with that b4 coz i pride myself on being clear-headed enough to know that others should feel affections and friendliness towards me for the mere reason that im me..
N basically i couldnt care less what ppl think about me or whether they like me anot..hmm..bt now tt im startin to dwell on tis undesirable topic, is it coz the person whom i wanna impress is important enough to make me question myself? *worrying thoughts indeed*
*Searchin for answers and dreams for a fairytale*
keke..i need more time to think..maybe i shld dream even more..but i m afraid..any further into my own world n no one wil be able to find mi..nor will find my way out:PDark night..soothin music..gd nitez, ppl.
I babbles..Im a babblehead when im tired..im tired now..yawnzz..Willy often complain i babbles too much and im doin so now..yawnnzzz..its time to get ready for work again..what a dread..Sat stuck in a cold and lousy place doing things that doesnt give me any pleasure..what a waste of time huh..Work sucks..
*By a lazy, overworked, cynical typical work slave of the depraved & overbusied society*
I had a silly smile when i received some msges earlier on and it still lingers..Hmm..the same msges from different ppl have very different effects and i wonder if tis is because human are biased creatures.. oh well *shrugs*
I believe tat this particular feeling of elation will not last long and fantasy and make-believes does disappear sometimes and ppl wake up..for now..leave me alone and far away from the hammer and let me dream.. *smiles*
If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. ~Attributed to Claudia Ghandi
The above quote is really sweet yea? It brings a smile to me just reading it and fantasizing just how one can owns a pretty garden filled with beautiful flowers and lovely scents juxt from the thoughts of someone beloved..A nice analogy indeed..:) Its sweet and I wan to have that garden too;) keke.. :oops:
The Old Guitarist, 1903
If thou must love me, let it be for nought Except for love's sake only.
Do not say, I love her for her smile, her look, her way of speaking gently, for a trick of thought that falls in well with mine, and, certes, brought a sense of pleasant ease on such a day.
For these things in themselves, Beloved, may be changed, or change for thee- and love so wrought, may be unwrought so.
Browning, Elizabeth Barrett
A Rare Talent: Artworks~
She
May be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She
May be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day
She
May be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell
