She
May be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She
May be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day
She
May be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell
Yesterday was considered quite a nice day..it started well with a nice-gd looking customer..haha..yin cudnt stand me when i gushed n gossip and cudnt stop talkin n gettin excited when i saw her last night..hee..*blush* well..he's cute and gd looking mahz..kekekeke
Anyway, after tt..the day was normal lo..as stressful as it can gt as alwix bt time manages to pass fast and the ending part of the day was the beginning of the fun part..i went to lyn's chalet for her bf and saw a dear old fren-ben! haha..and anyway..we gossiped for the brief 20 mins tt we had and after tt 3 of us "girlies"(according to lyn when she's feeling extremely happy:p) haha..jux sat around chattin n laughing..:D
Hee..actually, it was mi n yin sitting back n watchin the action while lyn goes around makin sure everything goes well n oso takin care of her bf..she's realli happy last night n its been a long time since i last saw her tis way..coz its rare that she can keep so high for so long:p keke..but of coz this is a gd sign so yea!! keep happy:D kekeke..
Its a nice night really..chattin and talkin about future plans..keke..yin n i were discussing bout openin a chalet ourselves..busy fantasizing..hmm..we shall see ba..keke..u guys enjoy the day ba..i gtg bathe le! tada! :D
It is at times like this that i feel very helpless about life in this world n living becomes a big question mark..life is so fragile and seeing the end of one's life or the near-end of one's life makes everything about life's fragileness magnified..
Im afraid i guess..I look at my granny and recalled last dec..when my grams left us so suddenly..the taxi ride to the hospital and the tears that fell so unexpectedly without control when the bad news come..everything was so unexpected and sudden.. N now, looking at my granny, im afraid the same fate will happen and she will jux leave us so suddenly..only it seems she is suffering now..:( i noe old gae catchin up is inevidable but..its always hard to let go,isnt it?
People alwix seems so strong and always there until jux one day something cums up and u look at them properly, realising that they had actually grown old..im afraid..n i do not wan to tk ppl around me for granted..i do not wan to look at my parents one dae n see ow they had grew old n frai l without my noticing..i find myself worryin prematurely now for my parents..worryin wad will happen a few yrs dwn the road..all these worries may be seen as unnecessary by some whho perceieved that all these are uncontrollable matters but im sorry, no one can or will be able to stop tis worrying coz its jux there..
*life is helpless n fragile..or mayb it is me who's feelin so now tts y i feel tis way for life..hope everyone treasure all around them n do not harbour any unnecessary regrets ..im not sure if im makin any sense ere..but anyway..*prays hard* i hope she gets well..and pls dun let anything happen to any of my loved ones..
Yesterday i went to watch the long-awaited movie with Laoda and well..it was a nice day all in all *smiles sweetly* hee..anyway..the show was very touching and even though it was a war movie and quite typical in some of its story outcome, it still managed to gt to me..
Well, at the beginning of the movie, they showed how gd the elder bro treat the younger one..buyin him an expensive pen and an ice cream even though the elder brother doesnt earned much..the close bon d between the 2 bro can be seen from there and it kinda tugs at my heart.. tt scene seems strangely touching to me..
willy said there was one particular part tt he think is the most touching bt basically..alot of parts are very touching so i dun really know which part he's talkin bout n since he refused to tell mi..bleah! anyway..the last part when the younger bro was reminiscin on the gd old days and readin the letter his elder bro wrote hm..tt part kinda gts to mi too..i didnt cried in the movie bt i guess it really not hard to feel the kinda longing that was projected from the actor..
All in all, i have to say the actors are really gd..5 out of 5 popcorns!
I’m blessed..i seriously am..well, there are days whereby I jux get so down becoz I have to face so much stress from work and everyday I have to motivate myself and encourage myself..at the same time, telling myself that I’m not the worst of the lot..there are foreign workers who have to leave their family to come to a foreign land to do shit-work that locals loathe to do..& the other day, on the radio, a man actually said he spotted a group of foreign workers on an uncovered lorry, and getting drenched from the rain.. they must be feeling much worst and miserable than mi..and that’s how I got thru..
I remembered last wed..an awful dae..it was my dad’s bday and I have to stay back late to finish up work and I felt so stressed tt even on my way back hm, aboard the cab, I was swallowing back tears..& den when I gt hm, my mum saw hw miserable I felt & she jux hugged me telling me that working is never easy/smooth sailing..the next morning, on my way to work..i rec an sms from her telling me to smile and be happy.. *makes me wanna tear..but that’s how fortunate I am to be loved..
& on fri, when I met lyn and yin..i was oso feeling so awful tt I cudnt really smile much..& I guess I kinda affected hw they were feeling too..i felt bad about tt but im afraid that I really cudnt muster up enuff joy to lighten up..anyway..i rec a package frm yin today..one that she dropped into my mailbox yday..a really sweet gesture of her and a touching letter asking me to cheer up..*once again, I feel tat im blessed..i may not be feeling great bt the world doesn’t evolved around mi..and there are ppl havin worst fates..
At least im blessed with a great family who loves me a lot..and also.. a few gd frens whom I noe I can trust & depend on..as well as frens whom will strive on into the future together wif mi..life is never easy but there are worst things then stressful & overpiling work or convining/unreasonable ppl..& right now..all I wanna feel is thanks & gratitude 2 those around me..thank you guys..you know I love u all.. take care and strive on..Come what may!
Hi, guys..welcome to the weekend..or should I put it this way? Welcome to the beginning of the end of the weekend..its 1215 past midnight and its alrdy Sunday now..my only off-day of the week..well..im happy that I don’t have to work tomorrow..at least it eases the stress that I had been feeling the past few days..
I met up with the girls yday & initially we were meeting to discuss the supposed camping trip for tonight but in the end..we kinda cancelled the camping trip becoz of the lack of tents n not so keen anymore anyway.. therefore..today, we went bowling at bukit panjang instead..it was kinda embarrassing to have the ball goin into the drain al most every frame of game for mi..but I guessed that cant be helped..im not very athletic afterall.. yin n lyn were quite good though..keke..
Anyway..after 2 rounds of game we called it quits n we went to Mac to sit n chit-chat.. n now we come to out topic of the day..we were discussing bout many things n anyway..i wanna talk bout one thing that we were talking about.. the sweetest things we ever did for a guy n vice versa n I realized I haven’t did anything tt terribly sweet for any guy..or not that I know/remember of I guess..there’s no guys there anyway :p haha..anyway..the guys who does the sweetest n most thoughtful things for/to me..hmm..well..i can only think of my dear willy..n zq..
I kinda miss zq bit by bit and more n more..we haven’t contact since the conversation that we had the other night..i wonder if things r gonna stay tis way and I have a bad feeling it will coz I dun think he will give in this time/change his mind..sigh…misses* Young Girl on a Swing by Francis W. Topham *I LONGED to be FREE*
Yawnnzz...gd mornz, guys..*eyes hurting* its too early in the mornz n i havent had enough slp and i cant seems to fall aslp again since my dad woke me up once again on my only off-day..i dont know what his prob but im terribly pissed*tries not to think bout it* HE ALWAYS DO THIS TO ME! :( shucks..
Anyway, off-days are precious coz i only have one a week and that means 24 hrs in 168hrs per week and thats means i only have 0.142857142 time to myself in a week! thats so...horrible isnt it? sorry..i cant help complaining..i got up from the wrong side of the bed at the wrong timing n i think that justifies why nothing sounds or is pleasing to me as of this moment :evil:
*headaches starting* this days i always have headaches..i wonder if im having some unknown terminal illness..but wateva..too sadist/pessimistic?.. hmm.. let's talk about yday..i was working halfway, when boss asked me n one of my colleague to go into his office..n i was waiting for 2 of my customers to come down and if he didnt asked us to do what he asked us to do..i wud had made 2 sales yday..totalling up to $3000+ ..sighh..so wasted..
Anyway, the day was okie la..he asked us to go shopping for presents for a Golf Putting Game that we had last night while we were at his house having some sort of co. function..haha..so in the middle of work..the 2 of us went out to buy presents.. & this is the first time for us to spend money, buy pretty and expensive stuff without asking the price twice! cool huh? i think the sales people luv us for our swiftness..wahahaha..probably find us weird too.. :P
But we cant wait to get back to work..& when i went back..my customers had came & went..*damned disappointing*i didnt made a single sale yesterday.. sighh..den evening time, we went to boss house to have dinner and also the game and then KTV..his house is beautiful n quite big..the ktv room is even better den k-box..but off coz, as usual, i didnt sing :wink:
Then..thats about all le..today is mummy's off day and she said the whole family's gonna go Lingzhi for lunch..thats her fave restaurant..n since its in far east square..one of my favourite place, heh heh, im looking 4ward to it..kekekeke..*eyes hurts again*
oh ya! willy's a sweetie..keke..happy working! :lol: Leaf Collage by Noya Huynh
Dear Friend: what are u doing now? Me: im trying to figure that out too Dear Friend: figure what out? Me: figure out what im doing lo Dear Friend: u mad ar? Me: aha:p
I am having a conversation with a dear old friend now..we used to be quite close for a period of time in my life..anyway, this kinda reminds me of what my twin asked me a long time ago..N the results was that we are people who think of things to think..probably too "wu liao " le..haha..but no choice.. Life's boring..& i seriously need some excitement if not a new breath of freshness.
This mornz, on my way out, i met Junliang in the lift and he was on his way to school..and how i envy him so much..i missed sch..yes..i really do miss that leisurely time and all the afternoon naps as well as the carefree feeling i had den..i simply missed studying.
well, for the past 2 days, i had been going to amadeus for my 2-days training and even though it was terribly boring, i enjoyed it coz i get to go off early and there was no feeling of stress or opression..i was relaxed and it kinda feels like im back in sch..i even forgot at times that i am already working..such life is easy to get used to.
It makes me wonder if im actually more suited for office job..the boring kind that allows mi to sit in front of the pc whole day long? Sigh..i dont think i want to think bout tis now..i dont even want to go into it..shall think bout it next time ba..anyway, i watched "spiderman2" with amil jux nw..and boy!! such suspense!! i love it!!n i simply love M.J...she's cool n sexy;) anyway..the excitement havent wear off yet..yawnnz..but i gtg slp soon..i hate the thought of going back to office tml..gd night, guys:)
I am confounded.. A particular issue has details tt simply escapes me..I do not know what to think..N truth is, i have been escaping the issue for much too long..maybe sometimes, I should jux be brave and face up to it but.. Pink Floyd
I simply don't understand why things work out certain way..feelings between people, situations and..." * state of confusion* and everything jux seems to be blank..there's a blank in my mind and heart and sometimes i wonder if the person within me is capable of any thoughts or feelings..at times like this, there's nothing much i can do, i guess.
This mornz, i was on my way to work..and as the train started to move, the scene overlooking the chinese garden and the lake comes into place..and as usual..at the same time, my cd player starts playing..the song is the one below..with the lyrics and all along i thot it sounds familar and very nice..and this mornz..suddenly something strikes me!
This was the song that jensen used for my IS multimedia presentation class individual project..the one on some child insurance that i was doing..it has only been 2 semesters before and i had already forgotten..it kinda makes me wonder what else had i forgotten and what more will i forget? :P kinda scary how fast time passes too.. *worried*
Good morning, yesterday You wake up and time has slipped away And suddenly it's hard to find The memories you left behind Remember, do you remember
The laughter and the tears The shadows of misty yesteryears The good times and the bad you've seen And all the others in between Remember, do you remember The times of your life (do you remember)
Reach back for the joy and the sorrow Put them away in your mind The mem'ries are time that you borrow To spend when you get to tomorrow
Here comes the saddest part (comes the saddest part) The seasons are passing one by one So gather moments while you may Collect the dreams you dream today Remember, will you remember The times of your life
Gather moments while you may Collect the dreams you dream today Remember, will you remember The times of your life Of your life Of your life
Do you remember, baby Do you remember the times of your life Do you remember, baby Do you remember the times of your life
Seeking *calmness* Calm by Peter Adams
hey guys...*headache* today is officially my "picking-up phonecalls" day..and oh my! stressed! i found out that im not prepared at all coz there's so many questions tt i don't know how to answer and i hate being caught off guard..sighh..and everyone is always so busy that i just feel so bad to ask them qns..sighh..stressed ah...very stressed..y stress me like this? damned..why cant this be an inbound tour agency? but i doubt other den stb..there's not much inbound travel agency huh?
Anyway, i really had the urge to vomit now..probably ate too much..had chicken baked rice at V8 cafe in the afternoon and my colleagues were so surprised to see me finish the whole thing coz normally ppl can't finish it;) tts probably y im getting fatter huh? gosh...lolz..well, den..dinn er was fried kway tiao and the black pea soup desert..*fatty fat* sighh.. i havent been slping well tis few days..i had weird dreams and the first thing n last thing i thought about b4 i slp were all about my work..
*stressed* n its only the beginning..but den..i have to tell myself..i can i can i can!i really can! GGrrrr...
The Old Guitarist, 1903
If thou must love me, let it be for nought Except for love's sake only.
Do not say, I love her for her smile, her look, her way of speaking gently, for a trick of thought that falls in well with mine, and, certes, brought a sense of pleasant ease on such a day.
For these things in themselves, Beloved, may be changed, or change for thee- and love so wrought, may be unwrought so.
Browning, Elizabeth Barrett
A Rare Talent: Artworks~
She
May be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She
May be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day
She
May be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell
